WHY?!

Why can't I think for myself? Why do I keep "following"? I won't get anywhere with this.
Why does the thing others say matter so much? Why do I care so much about that?

I'm stronger than this. I can do better. I just need to stop caring for other peoples opinions.
I need to find acknowledgement and recognition somewhere else. This is stupid.

I can do what ever I want to do. Do not stop me. Help me instead.