Sign this please.

Yo,
www.underskrift.no/vis.asp

this is a signature campaign to make UDI let Nikolai Deniz's dad stay in Norway. And I would really appreciate if you showed your support. :)

(a translation of what it says... :) )

Children's rights in Norway

Little Nikolai Deniz was born in Norway in March 2009. His mother is norwegian and his father is from Turkey. The child might now get separated from his dad because the Norwegian authorities won't accord a family-reunion, but they want to send the dad out of the country. The parents are living together and his dad has lived here in Norway for 2 years. The rule for specially association/attachment to the country, is then fulfilled. The dad has got his education approved, he has attended norwegian-courses and work offers, so he won't be a burden for the community. The whole child welfare law builds it's argumentations on how serious the consequences for a child who looses or is missing safety, care, predictability and continuity. The law says that you shall not let adults wishes go before childrens rights. We know that for younger children the loss of care is very serious when loosing a parent. And it's weird that the authorities can be the ones who chooses to let the child down. This is a harmonic family that only wish to live together. If the dad gets imposed to leave the country and a new processing in Turkey the process will be minimun 12 months according to UDI and this will have big consequences for the little family. The child will be applied/inflicted with bad strain and negative consequences for his development, when loosing the care form his dad. Maybe for a few years, maybe for ever!

We hope you want to give your support to Nikolai Deniz and his family. And at the same time help other kids who gets separated for one of their parents without the families consent.

Thank you so much for your signature and support!

(and on the right there is a box with stuff you could do, and the top one says "signer denne kampanjen" which means "sign this campaign".. :P so you click that one and then you get a new box. with 2 things. One: fullt navn (full name): and two: e-post addresse (e-mail): after writing that you click on the button under saying "klikk for å signere" (click here to sign). and ta-da~ you've helped a good cause. :3

Dissidia~ ♥

Yes, I'm bored. And since I haven't anything better to do and since my flatmate have already gone to bed I thought I could give you an update..
Last time I were quite ..unhappy with me and life in general but I'm ok now. :3

uhm, let's see where to start.....

Last week at school they gave us a task. (woohooo~ ) We had to make a skirt out of table-cloth. We got 4 days, two for preparations and two for sewing. Like I mentioned I had a shitty start at the week so I weren't as creative as I could have been (in my head), but when I finally decided which design I would go for it went smoothly. And I like how it turned out. ^^ I used two table-cloths, one I got from my aunt (the black one..) She actually sent it from the other side of Norway just so that I could use it in the task. Very much appreciated! :D And the other I got from Helene's mother (the christmas-thing..the one with hearts) . :D thank you~ ^^ We didn't get to know what size the skirt would have until the day we were going to begin sewing.. and unfortunately I got one size too small. P: harr... weell.. I guess I could give it away as a christmas present .. xD



So, hm, it was fun. I liked that way of working. I felt focused and good about the thing... and did everything correct. :3 I KNOW THIS! *victory pose* X3 Yesterday we had a "presentation/ went through/ talked about the skirts and how we felt the process had been and why and stuff..And as the low self-esteem person I am I tried to push everything under the table.. harr.. I need to work on this. My speach: "well, I didn't have a good start on this thing, so yeah.. blabla, and I got the table-cloths from ------- and --------- blabla, and you don't need to see the design process, because it sucks. But the skirt turned out great though. ^^ " That's basically what I said. and tried to sneak away. Then Annti stepped forward like he usually do, he can't keep his mouth closed. xD (which can be a good thing.. :3) He grabbed the design papers that I had "hid" under some stuff on the table and lifted them up for all to see and said it was good and brilliant. Because it showed just what it was supposed to. And He said my "fig. in environment" was Good. It was mystical and interesting.. (I think that's because I had drawn a mask-thing in front of the mouth and nose.. X3 ) But yeah.. I've been thinking since that thing, about how I keep oppressing my work. like it's not worth anything and stuff. I should stop that. I'll never get anywhere if I keep this up.

DesuCon '09 were on saturday/sunday. ^^ I went only on Saturday because my wallet yelled at me.. And I knew that IF I went on Sunday too my wallet wouldn't only yell she would strangle me..or even worse things.. *shrugs* -_____- But I had fun. :D Lot's of people and stuffs. I didn't get to see much of the cosplay competition but I did see lots of fancy cosplays :3 And there were lots of fancy stands with interesting stuff... And since my wallet already hated me I mostly just walked around watching people. And I noticed that..most of them dived into Outland's and NeoTokyo's stands and freeing their wallets of money.. >:3 Oh, and NewNippon.. I spent quite some time there, because they had cd's and dvd's and other j-rock stuff.. ^^ I liked it.. I actually bought stuff there even though my wallet screamed NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I couldn't not buy anything.. seriously.. all the nice things.. ♥ _ ♥ I bought a Dir en Grey phone-thing, 4 Dir en Grey buttons dozing green style 8D, a bracelet and eventually GaGaalinG - Royal Stranger. ♥

Yes, so while walking around there I found a Final Fantasy stand, apparently they where people from FinalFantasyNorge (which seems to be a norwegian FF.. forum ++ ) They had two competitions, One where you had to draw a drawing FF/SE related, and I didn't do that, since I can't draw. xD BUT the other one, were just to answer a question, and guess what that question was? xD "Who is the Main bad guy in FF VII?" harr.. I sat there for a while because in my head it's not obvious who the MAIN bad guy is.. because Seph wasn't really bad, before he found out he was a ..thing made by Hojo.. So.. technically I would say Hojo is the bad guy. but.. yeah.. I answered Seph because..it did say only VII .. and there he IS the bad guy.. (that we love~ ♥) yesh.. so..after more walking the dude called me and said I had to come over and get my price. Hahaha, I never win stuff like that! So this made my day~ ^^ And the price was Dissidia Final Fantasy ♥ (hohoho! do you think I was glad I had bought the psp in Japan now? xD ) I had only read some about it online and heard Helene talk about how she didn't really like the game. So..I didn't really know what to expect. But when I sat down to try it my psp died because of no more battery power~ :P I had to wait until I were back home.. But that was ok. :3 Harr.. well.. didn't really happen anything else there.. I attended the disco with some of my friends there.. OH! and I met more of the same people I met at MYV's live in Stockholm. xD Yeeeeey! but the disco was.. boring. xD so we went home after maybe 30 minutes there.. :P

And THEN i got to test Dissidia and I find it interesting. it's diffrent and fun. and TOTALLY FAN-SERVICE but that's ok. ♥ ~ And I must say, the game play and stuff is good, but nothing compared to the music! O.o I nearly died the first time I heard the track called "Keeping the Faith". (which led me to a witch hunt for moar! X3 interwebz~) Because seriously, that song is wonderful. and "Cosmos" those two and the rest of the soundtrack is AWESOME. ♥ You should hear them if you haven't already. >:3

Other music I was captivated by last week was exist†trace, and they are amazing! ♥ So, now I'm in a mix of Dissidia and exist†trace heaven. ^^ Water and Liquid is the two most played songs by them here .. :3

Me and Kristin has this tradition that we makes something good to eat on Mondays. Like cake or muffins.. (last monday, I think, she made apple muffins. :D and they where YUMMY! ♥ ^^ This Monday we made brownies with raspberry and cream. ^^ yumyum~ ^^

Kristin bribed me into making covers for some pillows she had.. yesterday.. xD She tried to make "Gugge" as a reward.. :p
But she slightly failed. xD Took it of the plate WAAAAAAAAAY to early. but hey.. practise makes perfect.. though next time I'm going to make it myself. xDLook @ my pillow skillz OMFG! X3


And since I'm awesome today I made buns with bits of chocolate. ^^ And we had enchilladas for dinner. :D And I should have been working on the main skirt today..but I didn't.. I read Naruto instead.. and now I have to start waiting for the next chapter like normal people.. :P *sigh* TOO LONG! D: Maybe I should do the same with One Piece? xD

My buns of wonder. :D I like for round and nice they look. ^^ success! 8D

Oh, guess what we did last night? xD We rearranged the kitchen/livingroom and Kristins bedroom. haha.. we're more active at night than at day.. :P yes, now I'm going to bed. ^^

happy people~

WHY?!

Why can't I think for myself? Why do I keep "following"? I won't get anywhere with this.
Why does the thing others say matter so much? Why do I care so much about that?

I'm stronger than this. I can do better. I just need to stop caring for other peoples opinions.
I need to find acknowledgement and recognition somewhere else. This is stupid.

I can do what ever I want to do. Do not stop me. Help me instead.

ah~ music~ ^^

HALLO.

yes, I've been busy the last week.
First there was THE Miyavi concert. which was AMAZING! X3 (there will be some sort of post about that..just not now.. xD ) so.. yeah.. :3 We got back in Oslo a round 12:00 so.. I could have gone to school.. but I believed that to be a quite bad idea since I REALLY needed a shower and wasn't that awake either.. I don't think I would have been able to do anything there anyway... too high on Miyavi~ ♥ ..and tiredness.. so..then I suddenly have 2 days of absence.. :P but.. Miyavi~ X3 It was worth it. :D I met lots of fancy people. :D

hm, yes, so.. I didn't go to school. or.. I sort of did. I had to get some paperstuffs which I had forgotten.. :P but I left right after getting that.. xD Besides I don't think Joachim would have appreciated if I stayed at school.. 'cause.. what should he be doing then..? xD There are limits to how much sightseeing you can do..even in Oslo. xD hm.. so..we went home. and ..checked youtube, twitter, facebook, myspace and livejournal. took a shower and ..yeh... what else..? slept? xD (GACKT! this should go in the myv post that's not written yet! xD) it was nice though... and then on the saturday Helene came over with her PS2 ♥ and most of her games.. P: woohoo. I has entertainment. ^^ ..blubb... I went home to Førde that evening, and Joachim went back to Trondheim.. :P

And that was the beginning of my Autumn holiday~ ^^ guh, I don't like night-bus, -train, -anything. It is too unpleasant. Anyway. other than the ride home (and back) the week was fun. ^^ It was nice to be home with mum and my siblings again. ^^ I bought lots of clothes there too... (haha..I live in Oslo..but I go to Førde to buy clothes.. XD LOOOL! ) Waah.. home~ ♥ I have two homes sort of and it's slightly tearing me apart.. but..as Hammer sings "if home is where the heart is, then your real home's in your chest~" x3 so right now my heart and body is in Oslo.. so my home is here. xD

I'm quite curious on what the bus company means by this statement?..



I went back here on Friday because me and Susanne had a concert to attend. :3 And stuff. South of Heaven at Betong.. :3 It was good. got better and better .. 6 Norwegian metal bands.. :3 woohoo.. most of them were just.. CUTE! X3 hahaha.. I can't help but to laugh.. too cute! xD trying SO hard to be hardcore and metal, growling and tossing their hair around...that doesn't work. that just make them ..IN MY EYES cute. xD I didn't get to see much of the first band.. I was kind of.. amagacktimhere-ish so.. :P but the next one, In Vain was.. fancy.. they had two vocalists.. and one of them, most of the concert, just stood there with his arms crossed staring at something that none else than he could see.. he was kind of creepy. I didnt' like him, not his eyes at least. xD Though he might be a great guy.. what do I know. :P The other one was cool. He was more talkative and tried to drag the audience in.. sort of. :P

And in the middle of this I suddenly wanted to cosplay Orihime. xD but.. I'm in lack of two slightly important things.. the orange LONG hair.. (though my hair is going orange on me.. at least half of it.. ) and big boobs. xD haha.. *funny* But she's sort of cool. And I find Ichigo's and Renji's voices quite "gwarrrr"-ish.. >:3 ♥ oh, and I miss Urahara.. ^^

Hm.. The Batallion was ..fun.. they wasn't even cute..they was just fun. xD and they were quite monotonous and boring..eventually. :P haha.. but good entertainers. :3 then after them we had Iskald.. which Susanne wanted to see. (i have a feeling of forgetting a band or two but I can't remember everything. X3 ) they were good. had some fun parts.. still cute.. xD And then.. after that.. the main band for the evening.. the only band I really wanted to see. VREID! :D And they was AWESOME! :D and they weren't cute like the other bands.. :P Waaah~ Haha.. It's kind of weird to write this.. since my uncle is a good friend of the vocalist.. :P but I got a hug from Sture (Vocals~) and stuff.. xD woohoo~ xD harr.. they was awesome live. :D I want to see them again sometime.. :3 And I raped my neck at their concert... ._. hah.. but for a good cause. xD

I should go back to the skirts I'm drawing... D: stupid homework.